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MELISSA
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WESTWOOD SECONDARY
1HARMONY;2HONOUR;3HZUSAMMEN
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WESTWOOD CHORUS
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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

happy birthday to me. . .
in a few hrs time im officially 15 and older.
which means, ic..
which means many things. lols
today ,went to school to teach campcraft
i met them at the wrong place..they said kenny's cafe i heard as schol cafeteria.. =X
we wore cingay teeshirt, quite funny..
umm..taught campcraft and we chatted outside staffroom..haha
went to mac with hannah after that in the afternoon..talk and talk more..we always do that. haha
and went to play basketball which im scared of. i hateto get hit by balls..
i think i had fun, i think i did not lose weight at all..i think hady's best friend is urgh..scary..
i was with jingjing,umar,hady,irene..roysotn n kintoh joined after a while..
i got a little sunburnned..and my body hurts all over..lols..
ummm.. thanks nelson for entertaining me like the whole day, sort of? =X
dad bought a cake, and i took typical birthday pictures. LOL
for example..

i look like i want to eat it up fast and all to myself..
my mum insist that we take pictures like that during birthdays. so lame, thats her!
its always the cake in front of the person.haiyoo
going for nyaa camp tomro..until june 2..hahaa
GOODBYE.

feel the SUNSHINE;
7:27 AM
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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

oh man.. im back frm the game and im super tired.. im having fever now and i cannot rest!!
i've got tuition later..sad
sick at the wrong period of time! arhh..
tomorrow all the way to 11 june, i'll be super busy =(
goodbye..

feel the SUNSHINE;
2:55 AM
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Monday, May 29, 2006

im super tired now!!!
went to eat breakfast with arif,shuhui and hannah at macdonalds.. then went to school for sl meeting..went for the ntu walk..LOOONG route indeed.. very tiring also
but it was quite fun though :D
after debrief, we cant go home either..it was pouring heavily..
during the walk, it was raining as well..we've gone through rain and shine and rain and shine..
arif,hannah,shuhui,fernanders,shaun,junjie and i went jp to get lunch.. we sat one row at KFC..quite weird, quite funny.. hahaa
pooor fernanders i must say ,lols
walked to fetch my brother from his childcare centre with hannah.. another long route..walked soo many times today, haha..
feeling so tired but im still going to play badminton later.. could it help to grow tall anyway? hmmm
DUCK PRODUCE MILK??
CHICKEN PRODUCE MILK??
hmmmmmmmmmmm

bye.. sleeping time

feel the SUNSHINE;
10:56 PM
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whoa,
conferenced with jingjing and umar yesterday night as they are willling to talk to me, all the way to 1am..i need to sleep as theres school today, so left first.. they chatted till 5.30 am!! ahhaa
yes, and i was almost late this morning.. i rushed to school, but i was early instead. lols..had chemistry lesson for almost 2hrs.. and went home..
i couldnt find anything for me to do at home so i slept and i had a daymare!!
gawd, i got chase by a dog and it can sniff my whereabouts.. the venue was blk 944. lols.. i ran all over the place, crying.. it was so tiring..lols
i saw nelson han on a bike, duno y.. and i asked for a lift to run away..blah and blah, i woke up, crying. =X
fetched my brother from his childcare centre.. and went to play badminton with some choir people.. umar,nigel,haziq,jingjing,hady,kintoh,royston and shafiq, haha..
i hope i do lose weight after the tiring game..
and my brother enjoyed playing with jingjing, royston and hady. lols..
my left arm hurts now..

bye..

feel the SUNSHINE;
3:23 AM
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Sunday, May 28, 2006

im BORED so i BLOG
link??
i was doing my social studies..
hmmm
finsih elearn emath part I and part II, left part III...
got stuck on social studies..
today was doing emath and amath ws at home the whole afternoon after i woke up wich is arnd 1+ pm.. hehe..
went for choir practise yesterday, as KL trip is just a few days time, the choir practise was longer than usual..but i gotta go home to report to my mum, so i left earlier..
watched Xmen.. quite a cool movie, although i missed the beginning part and found hard to catch the happenings.. my fault to be late. sorry!
yup, wanted to buy hairspray but shuhui said she could share with me..
the whole week frm tomro onwards would be a super busy week, makeup lessons, NYAA camp, KL tour! looking forward to everything..
hope it would all be fun, fun, fun!

i don't know what's happening between us, i just feel not right.. please tell me what you really feel okay? and talk to me..please..
i just want to see you happy!

signed off---

feel the SUNSHINE;
8:38 AM
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Thursday, May 25, 2006

life is hard and always not fair.
i must agree with that
sometimes you have to give in too much to the other party be it a fight or anything..
nobody leads perfect life, i think. HAHA
friendship
has various degrees of closeness, from being a mere acquintance to being a close and personal friend. (copied from text, lol)
with that you have to tolerate no matter how much you cannot, because friendship must be treasured..
i hope gina understands..
nobody wants quarrel, neither do i
sigh..

today is friday, parent teacher meeting day for results.. im on duty to persuade parents to join excelfest from 7-10am.. daphne and i talk alot to the parents what we get was only 3 customers!!
she went to get her results and nver came back, lols
i was left alone. when i finally got a customer, i was damn happy! me, hannah,shuhui, suhaimi, eric, khairil, and i duno the name.. talked in 3D class room for a while..took my results and then went home..
im like addicted to milk tea, arh!!
and im nt a good advisor, seriously not good, i scared i give wrong advices
im a better listener

and i just hope i dont piss anyone off again anymore
and not know secrets,
haha

feel the SUNSHINE;
11:18 PM
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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

wooo! so tired
today as a pretty busy day
have a "sexualarity" course. not really about sex..its more into love and not meeting the wrong kind of love. interesting as in the way the host speaked..and the goal setting and stuffs, haha.. rebecca had a long list of her future spouse and rachel planned a perfect wedding. lols..
there are videos of babies, aborted babies. very sad to watch them..so poor thing!!
went to class..last period was quite free and after school had pre-camp training for sec2. i belive this year is the most ever relaxing pre-camp training ever.. 25 push ups!! the most!! one year ago, we did 100+ over..great difference man..
trying to scold people was fun..but the real training for them has yet to come! june1 and 2..ahaahaha!!
went for choir for 3mins and i had to rush home.. fetch my brother do the relavent housework and go to school with my mum, i got scolded by her AGAIN. the whole journey to school was me walking in front and her at the back..went for choir KL tour briefing. my mum dont allow me to bring hp to kl =(.. afraid i would lost it or call unneccessarily...
now back home. blogging tiredly.

feel the SUNSHINE;
6:58 AM
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006

the time now is 5.55, what a beautiful time!
today was the worst tuesday morning ever in westwood life.
its so unfair! why is it always sec3 express that got spotchecks
mr poh came late and so MR ERIC KOH check our class. SUPER UNLUCKY
im the first idiot he spotted, "you should have a bare forehead, no fringe at all, pin up ...." hello. its above my eyebrows okay!
yah, my socks cannot pass, you think the rest from other class pass? he told me to go down the row of my class to find people with the socks same length as me, its already very long!! argh
this whole thing ruined my mood that morning, how idiotic..
then, JA wanted SCs, SLs, chairpersons and vicechairpersons to convince parents to join some EXCELFEST thing. not convicne, is FORCE. urghh
its a very lame thing to do seriously..
then mr chiam called kokkiong,huimin,sweechin,rebecca and i to 3e to discuss some nonsense about some courses, when he ask whos not interested, like almost everyone in the class frm mixtures of peopl from 3f,g,h,i all left. lols
only 3 left according to jacklyn.. i just hate presentations..
after school, 4.05
went for sl meeting, yah same group with her...
but most probably she'll do everything..
planned for the programs and now i've realised that fernanders talk alot of craps!
going for tuition :)

bye

feel the SUNSHINE;
2:59 AM
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Monday, May 22, 2006

feel the SUNSHINE;
5:35 AM
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back to blogging
last friday was choir camp all the way to saturday afternoon.
although the duration was not very long, but im very very tired
it was fun i must say! hahaa
it was my first time in entire westwood choir life that theres people snoring when they sleep. whoa, cannot sleep well
we sing better without the conductor around from what i heard. lols
sunday went to mediacorp as a group of "cheerleaders" for the participants from our school to "its showtime!"
yup
i was feeling "high" jump and cheer although i know it WILL be EMBARRASSING. yahs
very. i had fun though but i got a terrible headache. JJC cheered for us westwood, and we cheered together. quite fun =D waited so long for food and we've learnt our lesson. the next group going, PLEASE BRING MORE CRACKERS!
reached home at around 11.30. i slept at 12plus, the next day which was today, i was super tired and got headache..
gerald was still so high man! mad guy.lols.. JA gave some continual learning talk, i feel its just wasting our time.. went to class checked final results and the entire day was quite relaxing other than physics and chemistry because there was lesson..
the last four periods..i slept..i thought i slept for very long, but it was like not even one period yet. talk and talk, noella, rasyidah and shuhui came to our class and talk too. lols..
im taking the same class as her, unlucky said them and me *

my brother advertising sweet version of french fries with his uncombed hair

bye bye

feel the SUNSHINE;
4:02 AM
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Thursday, May 18, 2006

back to update today.
got back all my results. i have to maintain these grades to the end of the year, i must! but so what if im able to pass my subjects or do well or anything?
SHE DONT EVEN CARE,
SHE THINKS I PASS BECAUSE THE PAPER WAS EASY,
SHE THINKS I DID NOT PUT IN EFFORT,
SHE THINKS IM LAZY
SHE THINKS I DID NOT STUDY HARD
SHE THINKS IM USELESS
SHE THINKS IM INCOMPARABLE TO MY SISTER
SHE THINKS I CANNOT COOK
SHE THINKS I CANNOT USE THE WASHING MACHINE
SHE THINKS I CANNOT FLIP A FISH, BUT I WAS THE ONE THAT FLIPPED IT NOT MY SIS
SHE THINKS IM A SQUANDERER
SHE THINKS IM BAD AND REBELLIOUS
SHE THINKS I HELPED NOTHING
SHE THINKS THAT IM PISSED ABOUT HER
SHE THINKS SHE CARES FOR ME

but no, its all that she thinks, have she ever thought of what i think? i dont feel like talking to her at all because all i get is scolding no matter what i try to help. and my sister is just another great hypocrite, if you got this kind of sister, you would want to kill her. truely, why am i still helping her...i could have told my mum she failed five subjects, but i didn, WHY DIDNT I SAY!

now now..
being in school is better than being at home to face all the people
today was a loooong day
i cannot control the sec ones, i cannot. they dont listen to me and i hate it, i feel like screaming at them one day, one even talked back to me. bastard!! argh
went to class, thought mr neo was not around and we'll have 4 periods free. i thought!! but it did not happen, he came. had maths for 4 periods, then followed by social studies, during recess, i was given the name of bittergourd by hannah. lols.. after recess, we had physics. and then photo taking. lols
i find the girls in my class quite nice to get along afterall, we bond today and im happy! after physics lesson was english. ms chen was helping with the taking of photographs, so she did not come to class. we did the SEC4 english paper2 2006, its much easier than the sec3's! unfair. lols
after doing the paper, i slept. woke up and i thought i was dreaming. it was lunch break. i sleep and walk to the cafeteria, very very tired!
ate lunch and go back to class for more lessons! after we skipped one music lesson, heee. had CME presentation. weiyang is such a irritating person! yes, hes like replacig the teacher's position. who cares to listen to your presentation, i dont.
while going home which was arnd 4 after school, shafiq bought chocolates, quite cool. hehe
tomorrow is choir camp and im not looking forward to it. it'll be so tiring, argh.. =( this year's sec2 NYAA camo will be in school. no fun, only estatics group will be involved. but i hope we will have fun. haha

byebye!

byebye!

feel the SUNSHINE;
1:48 AM
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

actually didnt want to go out today, because i am so money-less!
huimin called to go kbox in the morning, i rejected due to -->money-less
in the end went to watch movies with shaoli, joeylum and noella. shaoli's treat. on the thought of not spending any money, i walked to jurong point. yah
but it was my unlucky day, very unlucky
first movie was mission impossible III. yup. the whole movie was so tense up! quite funny when the few charactors gave some comments. overall, great movie! i dont mind rewatching if i got the money!
next was poseidon, similar to titanic but not so similar either. hmmmm. lols. but both movies got me tensed up, worried of whats happening next and blah blah..
didn managed to finish the nachos, so i brought home..
there's tuition later on, if the teacher is going to change again! im gonna arghhhh..

heehe

bye!

feel the SUNSHINE;
2:51 AM
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Monday, May 15, 2006

got back some papers today, pure lit would surely turn out shit for me, i will see the rest happy while me sitting there sighing, for real
tomorrow no school
its POLLING DAY.
after school went to kfc with the usual 5
yes, laugh and laugh! haha!
went to library, wanted to borrow books BUT my books loan quota reached so cant borrow any.
met an old friend. he've changed, sadly. he smoke. thats the worst!
sigh
cannot stand some people there so we went to the kids level to read...
i slept, the place was comfy and quiet, and im tired. so i dozed off..
now back home, mum wants me to fried a FISH
i told her many many times i cannot cook!!
but shes wants me to, but too bad i burnt that poor fish
i told ya mother!!

smile for the camera fish!

luckily just one part burnt cause i turn off the fire immediately after i see that!
i might never want to cook again, eating is more of a better thing for me than cooking =D

byebye

feel the SUNSHINE;
3:59 AM
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Thursday, May 11, 2006

feel the SUNSHINE;
9:25 AM
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kinda had fun just now although it was a short period of time only, but it seemed very long.
we talked and talked. and i had fun.
encountered this man, hes weird. i cannot stop laughing. lols

which should i choose?
i've ignored, i have to. it wont last any longer...

feel the SUNSHINE;
4:29 AM
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

LOL, OVER, OLEY
WAHHA
exams, bye for now (;
results, say hi soon ):
lol
history paper today, i write until my hand hurts now.
going out later

BYE BLOG (:

feel the SUNSHINE;
9:26 PM
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ONE MORE TO GO
JUST ONE MORE
and everything will be OVER!
and we can pop champagne and say hurray!
okay, its too exaggerated
but yah
although its all going to be over soon
the TOUGHEST time of exams are yet to come
tough times will be to get your results back which i predict i wont be much joyous over it because i know it will be disastrous totally!
yah, today's chemistry was terrible because cannot finish the paper! 12 marks was left untouched! argh
amath's worse, 13 marks left untouched, i dont understand why the people around me always finish the paper so fast!
alright, nothing i can do. just pray hard!!!

i just finished reading the book "message in a bottle" by Jahnna N. Malcolm, fabulous book, at least to me. just want to find the other two books written by them.
time to sleep.

:|

feel the SUNSHINE;
12:16 AM
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Monday, May 08, 2006

SUGAR AND SPICE AND EVERYTHING NICE.
and blah blah blah..
CHELSEA CHELSEA and blah blah blah
i want to find the lyrics.
lols

i only know these lines and only these
lols..
going off to study now =D
3 more papers to go
ARGH

bye (;

feel the SUNSHINE;
9:00 PM
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blogging time
tomorrow is emath paper2
die, sure die
next time go library cannot go with shuhui arh
so many guys want her number
and its super irritating
not that im jealous, gawd. i'll nver be!
is that they're VERY irritating
made her lose concentration and she'll be laughing and those people keep calling her and blah blah blah, syidah and i walk away oso no use. she follow and THEY follow
i should have went alone or with anyone not so outstanding, sit at one corner and STUDY myself. it would be more peaceful. lols
sufian came, to look for her. lols
yah
library shld be a place of peace seiously, why are those guys going arnd asking for numbers? very typical.. and many are making a whole din and noises, it dont seem like a library though..
since there's no more mood, the mood switched to walking arnd. whats there so nice to walk arnd jp? its a small world there..
and yes! borrowed the book i really wanted. touching one =D

cya.

feel the SUNSHINE;
3:05 AM
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Saturday, May 06, 2006

im dumb in your eyes.
forever.....

feel the SUNSHINE;
8:25 AM
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pissed..
like fine
i love to stick with popular people
and if they're not popular, i would change to other people
yes yes yes. u are so right!
and yah, more than half of the class hate the five of us
we are just being bitchy
we are FLIRTS
WHORES
and everything unnice

i also said this out of anger

feel the SUNSHINE;
7:40 AM
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Friday, May 05, 2006

humans are so weird
everyone is weird

i roughly know my results
im gonna flunk it terribly
shuttssss..
4 passes in physics only!
argh
expected..

and my pure lit,
i got wrong interpretion.
dead meat!!
LOVE
ITS ALL LINK TO LOVE
AND I DUNO WHAT NONSENSE DID I LINK IT TO

sigh
library is not opening tomorrow
its election
nothing to do with me much
i cant vote too
why cant they open the library :(

feel the SUNSHINE;
3:17 AM
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Monday, May 01, 2006

my hamster BITE
i realised today.
it got my mum's finger bleed
naughty hamster. . .
STUDY STUDY.

freaky. =/

later's grandmother day
argh
any of the 2 meanings
"grand mother"
or "grandmother"
a dinner.
dont like..
its exams tomorrow!
i dont wanna fail =(

dont think i will be blogging from tomorrow onwards,
have to avoid temptations like you, blog. and msn. and com and everything.
i wont have time for it,
iwont have time for sleep.

GOODBYE

feel the SUNSHINE;
2:25 AM
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